elesim;

politics

2012-01-19T23:55:00.002+08:00

People are complicated creatures. They really are, ego is one thing. Pride's another.

The certain course of events currently, made me think we are actually really immature in handling situations. And stating the same point again and again, there are worse things in life than trifle arguments and disagreements with one another.

Unpleasantness only results in bitter hatred among one another and spite is poisonous to the tongue.

Well, bite your tongue, and everyone will at least have a peace of mind.

For now ...

An Old Man's Winter Night

2012-01-19T23:52:00.002+08:00

All out of doors looked darkly in at him
Through the thin frost, almost in separate stars,
That gathers on the pane in empty rooms.
What kept his eyes from giving back the gaze
Was the lamp tilted near them in his hand.
What kept him from remembering what it was
That brought him to that creaking room was age.
He stood with barrels round him -- at a loss.
And having scared the cellar under him
In clomping there, he scared it once again
In clomping off; -- and scared the outer night,
Which has its sounds, familiar, like the roar
Of trees and crack of branches, common things,
But nothing so like beating on a box.
A light he was to no one but himself
Where now he sat, concerned with he knew what,
A quiet light, and then not even that.
He consigned to the moon, such as she was,
So late-arising, to the broken moon
As better than the sun in any case
For such a charge, his snow upon the roof,
His icicles along the wall to keep;
And slept. The log that shifted with a jolt
Once in the stove, disturbed him and he shifted,
And eased his heavy breathing, but still slept.
One aged man -- one man -- can't keep a house,
A farm, a countryside, or if he can,
It's thus he does it of a winter night.

~ Robert Frost

no idea

2012-01-18T21:52:00.000+08:00

I have absolutely no idea what to do for my final project this semester. No idea, at ALL.

Honestly, cracking your brains, brainstorming for a real solid and good idea's hard. There will always be loopholes in your topic unless you're darn freaking good at it. Like some copywriter who could twist and turn words to make them make sense!

I have no inspiration right now, nothing I could tell. Abstract's good, but they're never solid. I wish my light bulb would just light up real soon. It's depressing, knowing that you're running outta time.

oh puh-leese, let the ideas come soon.

the weather is so warm

2012-01-15T17:32:00.002+08:00

I never like the heat. Singapore's a country with a super hot and humid climate and I seriously can't take it no longer.

Honestly.

The heat's taking to me and I hope, really hope that I wouldn't be sick before Chinese New Year. Everyone knows how that sucks.

The sun's good, warms your heart when you're cold. But it's never good for me, never was.

AH SHUCKS.

I do not like the flu bug, please leave me alone.

sheesh

2012-01-06T00:05:00.002+08:00

my goodness, i take so long just to write a paragraph for my thesis.

this is really bad, my deadline is in like about 12 hours time and i'm still left with a chapter, which has full four parts to it, a conclusion and loads of citation to do and ambiguous stuff.

sheesh!

please type away like a typist and i really need time to stand still right now!!!

gambatte ele!

procrastination

2012-01-04T01:09:00.000+08:00

well, i'm sorting out this problem. it's working out well! haha plus with all the help from the internet articles on how to combat this issue.

it's a big issue alright, procrastination. it's gotten worse after since secondary schooling time was ancient already.

work now needs time to process and think, ain't a easy matter!

well, let's hope i can finish this dissertation in time, by friday 2pm :D

all done, proof-read, format and all neat and completed! :D

yay ele, go go go~

it's never too late ...

2012-01-01T21:56:00.000+08:00

happy new year everyone

2012-01-01T01:17:00.000+08:00

happy new year one and all!

it has been a good 2011, loads of stuff happened. got a diploma, signed up for a degree course, traveled around the world before hitting twenty, learnt life's values and all. one year older, one year wiser.

that's all folks, time to get back to typing other stuff, thesis writing .. :(

missing everything

2011-12-23T22:00:00.001+08:00

Ha! Yesterday was my birthday and turning twenty was really normal as everything else.

A simple dinner with mother, no birthday cakes, no fancy buffets, no candles. NA_DA.

Ah well! I guess it's all part of growing older ... nothing's fancy anymore.

People's wishes and birthday greetings, nah. I no need loads of people to wish me or give me loads of presents. Prolly a day to myself would be good :D

But alas, nope. I have to be working on my dissertation till next year.

Good luck ele.

conduct

2011-12-19T23:11:00.000+08:00

People's conduct can be so deceiving sometimes ...

Well, if they are deceitful people of course. Cunning especially.

I wonder why truth does not come out as easily as lies.

___ not doing work now :( procrastination is NOT good.

if only ...

2011-12-17T22:16:00.000+08:00

2011-12-17T22:13:00.000+08:00

Preparing for the xmas celebration ... (friday, 16 dec 2011)

come to think of it ...

2011-12-17T22:09:00.000+08:00

It's another 5 days more till my birthday.

When there's no more _teen at the back and 20 is gonna be a tix to just getting older before we know it.

Always feeling the blues before my birthday, the weather has a lot of contribution to it as well.

December ain't that fine after all ...

lost

2011-12-17T21:54:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, life gets a little screwed up.

Thing do not go according to plan and stuff gets complicated when in fact, it's really simple.

It's either yes or no, or none at all.

I do not understand certain things that are going on now, it gets a little frustrating but ah well!

Life is short, live, bear or forget about it.

indignant

2011-12-08T01:30:00.002+08:00

uh huh, i'm feeling this right now.

assessment was pretty alright, i don't care about marks.

like all marks and points and numbers, they don't mean anything nor give any value or worth to your work.

it's the comments that i'm annoyed about.

together

2011-12-04T22:02:00.001+08:00

Having a business together with someone is not easy, yet let on your own.

Selling things and gaining profit, my goodness. Nothing is ever easy in this world.

Not in the mood for anything.

gosh, annoyed

2011-11-30T01:22:00.000+08:00

I'm angsty and mad.

Boiling.

I do not see why money drives the world round. They're more important things than just stating costs, stating facts when one's emotions are like ground 0 and they do not see sensibility as a virtue. Sense is a great thing one could have. People who have no sense do not see anything or everything. They make people mad and honestly, I just had enough of it.

How people talked about making money when they hit the age of 30? Or own something of great value and of brand worth is worthless to me. They're good things in the world that you gotta pay for quality and craftsmanship. But not how overrated the product is or how an item could be for the love of the world, seriously.

Screw them.

How one copies the other's style, whatever he has, whatever he wears, whatever he carries. He's a dolt.

Express yourself in your own way! Wear and buy things you'll like. Who cares about whatever in the scene? Being in the scene is overrated, what makes up a scene? They're only trends and fads, they do not produce the style, they did not create the style entirely outta of nothing.

Only when you do, you're there. You're really there.

& that's what works, & that's where you know yourself and stop being such a sissy.

before i forget

2011-11-27T03:35:00.000+08:00

Yes, it has been a week since I'm back.

Homecomings are usually sweet but it was sleepy. Jet-lag and many more jet-lagsss.

2 months is fast, but to stay somewhere abroad for 2 months is still something. It's still living and it has been living real. (which was awesome! :D)

Back to reality, back to commitments, back to boring old SG, back to being in a family and living with people, and with responsibilities and daughter duties. It gets a little tough and mundane after a while. It's nothing like seeing seasons change, leaves fall and nature getting ready to sleep.

Being 20 ain't that far away now, it's almost the end of November and being 19 will be awesome while it can (:

It was definitely awesome! Staying in UK for 2 months for a study attachment, getting to know some really awesome people :D living and truly living somewhere else on your own. Being independent and seeing the world before there's no more _teen at the back?! It was good (:

words

2011-11-27T03:28:00.000+08:00

I need to come up with some copy-writing right now. Major copy-writing.

It's easy when you have 8 full hours of sleep, enough rest, proper meals at proper times but nah.

It's none of the above.

It's 3AM in the morning and I have to come up with something that I would like to propose for the stuff that I've done.

It's usually easy! Really pea-sy!

UGH, Shucks.

School has been hectic lately, on the other hand, technically not that hectic. It's just the problem with designers, I should think all. Perhaps.

Ideas come really late. They're like way over-due milk or something.

I need to rant to get my brain and words to jumble altogether neatly.

please please please.

don't wanna go home

2011-11-11T05:39:00.000+08:00

I'm due to pack my things now.

It's really all rather tedious, packing and sealing everything. So that's how it feels like when you're staying on your own ...

I do not wanna go home, for the millionth time!

Life is real here, it's living.

Back in Sg, everything's fast paced and you don't get rest after 6pm. You don't get rest on time.

I really do like the life here :(

missing

2011-11-03T07:48:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling a wave of sadness ... missing people.

emotions

2011-11-03T07:35:00.001+08:00

Somehow, I realised emotions are nothing more than just silly little ideas coupled with fancy dreams.

Just random thoughts during the passing of a day or night, technically. (:

Never give all the heart
by W. B. Yeats

Never give all the heart, for love
Will hardly seem worth thinking of
To passionate women if it seem
Certain, and they never dream
That it fades out from kiss to kiss;
For everything that's lovely is
But a brief, dreamy, kind delight.
O never give the heart outright,
For they, for all smooth lips can say,
Have given their hearts up to the play.
And who could play it well enough
If deaf and dumb and blind with love?
He that made this knows all the cost,
For he gave all his heart and lost.

dublin :D

2011-11-03T07:27:00.001+08:00

Pictures of Dublin, Ireland

It has been 3 good days spent, & there was good company doubled with loads of laughter.

not moving

2011-11-03T07:25:00.000+08:00

I'm not doing my work now, when I'm SUPPOSED to be.

My goodness, I feel like a cow, or a sloth, not wanting to move a itch.
I cannot find any motivation and would very much like to speak to a friend now :D
Just anyone.

Thank jan! I'm touched and feeling warmish receiving this, thank you so much <3<3<3

just dublin, now venice

2011-11-03T00:24:00.000+08:00

Anyway! A note!

I spent the last weekend in Dublin, Ireland and this coming weekend will be in Venice, pretty pretty city. I can't wait to see and soak in the sights and I think I'm all set for another trip now.

Packing has been rather easy lately, after the many short trips and "back-packing".

I hope and pray this will be a fruitful last trip for the weekend before our school term officially ends here and it's back to London for the final couple of days before back to Singapore :(

14 days more

2011-11-03T00:21:00.000+08:00

I have 14 days more left till i'm outta here. Not looking forward to homecoming though ... loving the life here and every moment spent with classmates.

Realised the only genuine and real bonding session spent is when everyone was here.

I sure do miss the dorm times, the slamming of doors and calling on one another, pasting post-its and passing messages.

It's kinda warmish, the entire feeling of staying together and studying in a university.

When all else is done, and when we're back in Singapore, it's gonna be commitments, responsibilities and problems again. The hot weather will be unbearable and the year end christmas bells will chime again soon.

Well, I guess everything has its time span and a finale moment.

One thing to be happy about! Will be heading to London for a couple of 2/3 days before flying back. Watching a musical, Les Miserables with a couple of classmates will definitely complete and end the entire warmish feeling rather nicely :D

4:21pm, Wednesday afternoon, 2 Nov 2011

BATH

2011-10-28T05:38:00.001+08:00

It's been a week since I went to BATH, such a wonderful place!
Don't mind going there again!

life's a bitch, period

2011-10-26T07:58:00.001+08:00

I'm supposed to be working on my thesis right now.

But technically my consultation is not due until next Wednesday but still ... (:

Being sick in a foreign country is no joke, medicine makes me drowsy and I cannot seem to concentrate.

Writing a thesis takes more than just fingers, letters, words and brains. It has to be academically sounding professional and I CAN'T DO PROFESSIONAL.

Literature essay writing, or you could say writing at one's whim seems much more interesting and easier for me.

I wish I can write just based on emotions and "I feel", not like "from my investigations, I conclude ..."

GOOD GOSH.

How am I suppose to move on with my work? :/

awesome buys! :D

2011-10-17T07:54:00.000+08:00

landmarks ...

2011-10-16T04:25:00.000+08:00

portobello market (:

2011-10-14T22:03:00.000+08:00

2011-10-01T10:30:00.003+08:00

photos galore :D

2011-09-29T09:49:00.005+08:00

Around the neighbourhood for the first few days in London ... (:

it's been a week

2011-09-29T06:59:00.002+08:00

Well, it has been a week since coming to London & the UK.

It has been tough, doing groceries and having to settle everything on your own. Well!
It's an experience ... plus the leaves are lovely this time of year.

I hope it wouldn't get freezing cold by the time we're about to leave.

It has been really warm today ... not the usual fall weather but warm and hawt! 0.0

Oh goodness, I'm sweating now.

okay! I'm gonna go do my tidying of the room! Totally wanna make me more at home ... after all another 6 weeks ain't that short anyway.

Good night world!

12:03AM ...

the night sky

2011-09-21T07:29:00.002+08:00

A flight for 13 hours ain't no easy thing :x

Sadly, I didn't felt a bit comfortable for the whole 13 hours & had a bad, crappy start of my London Trip ...

But ah well, gotta stay calm and breathe. *a mental note*

Stay calm & breathe and make the best outta it ...

Well, after all ... ah well (:

well, it's been a while!

2011-09-16T03:01:00.002+08:00

Hello, all who are seeing this.
I doubt there will be anyone at all. Haha, anyway I will start to keep this running again since I'm going to UK and all. Facebook is such a over-rated thing these days. Blogs are good, they're like diaries and well ... I could blabber in here all dayyyy long!

School has been tough, oh yes. I'm done with diploma and it's onto degree right now. DEGREE. It's been tough, real tough :( Thought writing a thesis was easy, but then due to all the formats, systems and whatever there is. It seems rather all too stringent and I cannot seem to type anything at all. I have to "speak academically".

Sigh, such a drama-frenzy going on.

Well, it's 3AM in the morning right now. I'm having a mental block, writer's block you could say. I'm jammed up in my brain, absolutely nothing of rainbow of inspiration and ah well. You could say I'm procrastinating too.

Please lemmi be somewhat inspired in getting things done.

I really have to sign myself up for some prep school or something, somewhere where they teach you how to be like super academic-like. (Nah, I doubt I sound grammatically right though)

peace & love, peace & love people.

blue skies

2011-02-21T11:15:00.001+08:00

Blue Skies, they're nice ...

I guess it's all for the best.

turn off

2011-01-28T02:33:00.003+08:00

Burning the midnight oil, do not look forward to and totally lacking of sleep right now.

Yes see here typing in full sentences without even a comma sheesh!

Life has been a turn off lately, a pure turn off shit hole.

Honestly! Perhaps it's all due to Stage 1 FYP nonsense and jitters. But how could it possibly be?!
IT'S ONLY STAGE ONE. Which is why it's so annoying -.-

Off to continue hardcore work now, non-stop till I'm done.

sick and tired

2011-01-17T01:59:00.003+08:00

I am sick and tired of doing something I ain't specialised in.

The feeling sucks, terribly. It's like screw the world feeling and all.
Trust me, it really does suck doing something you don't want and have absolutely no idea, inspiration nor ASPIRATION to do it.

Illustration is not my forte. And I do know it. I know what I like.
I'm having difficulty with Illustration right now.

I need to see text, graphic and words.

How am I getting on with this?

Screw this project, seriously.
Topping it with FYP.

UGH

new year, not a good mood

2011-01-04T00:02:00.003+08:00

A Brand New Year.

Well, there're some things good, some things bad.

Apparently, not feeling so good right now.

A feeling of loss and helplessness.
Listening to the Cary Brothers does help, a lil'.

Well ta! Hope all will be well tomorrow. :D
It's a dear's birthday after all.

desktop

2010-12-04T00:53:00.003+08:00

I like looking at my own computer, my personalised mac desktop :D

ohmygoodness

2010-11-29T01:45:00.002+08:00

Hahaha, think I'm super depressed or something. Maybe not, but perhaps a little upset.

I haven't started my work yet and it's getting really late. Have been poking around websites for some flea market news and present choices to make for christmas. Like priorities and what's not.

Ultimately, the best choice is not to spend. And to dig some stuff at home which are like gold and remodel them into new ones.
Sounds a little cheap-stack but hey, haha what's not to do?

And talking about making things. Been rather upset cause for the past few fleas that I have been doing, business wasn't so good. There are really a lot of good people out there making their own accessories, which I think is good but that means hard competition selling own creations! :/

Been to a few websites, local websites which has flea markets and also an online shop for customers. Good ones! They're really good. Inspired to set up one but talking about posting and money transfers? Not so keen already.
Supplies and parts, categories and stocks? Hard to think and money will be slow in the beginning, surely. Sheesh!
It's really a hard life out there. :((

fantasy

2010-11-29T01:04:00.004+08:00

Somehow, life does suck during an internship.

Weird huh! It's mainly just working but then your whole entire life gets screwed up and corrupted because of that.
Oh yes I have been rather cranky at the thought of it. And being on a Monday morning, at 1 am. It sucks to think that I still got some work to do to be completed when I get to work.

Have been lazing around during the weekend and seriously.
I need one of more of these weekends anytime soon, love it to come.

Talk about coming, was discussing about future plans with a good friend of mine.

A few months break, this and that, get a degree, traveling round the world.
You get the idea. All after graduation. Oh yes, in a few months time. It's gonna be fast I tell you.

Thought of teaching piano to kids, starting part-time. Planned that during office hours, that's how bad it was. Even thought about stickers and lesson cards to give to them. AH SHUCKS.

It does suck when it comes to people-people problems too. Not that I have any issues at the moment. But being alone, not an anti-social freak but alone when doing anything is good somewhat.
IF, you get the idea. And that leads me to authors and poets. Do they have people-people problems and relationships? Cause somehow their thoughts and ideas seems to flow within themselves and onto quills and parchments in the past. There isn't anything like a psychologist nor entertainment. They create an entertainment, into their own world and their thoughts.
& that's how I think a fantasy world could come alive because of that. Perhaps it's some people-people problem that makes them wonder too.

I feel like writing a book sometime.

ah well

2010-11-28T15:44:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow's the 3rd week of internship. (oh yes)
The 3rd week! (please let it be faster!)

Dreading everyday of work, seriously! The long hours and the ... ah well! everything about it.

There hasn't been a break since school starts this semester and truly.
I'm tired and i need a holiday. A total break-off from everything.

I need some serious hibernation programme and self-meditation.

depressed, i think

2010-11-15T23:34:00.002+08:00

It's been a while! Ever since the month of Sep! :///

Right now, as anyone might have realised or noticed. I have a tumblr account now. And, it's all my design work.
Not rantings!

Haven't been ranting for quite a while now. And proclaiming on the facebook wall isn't helping either.
Everyone knows what you're up to, how you're feeling. Getting all concerned, (which is perfectly fine) but it makes one look feel and seem pathetic. So ah well! Back to blogging again.

Everything is revolving around facebook and other networking and social websites so ta! Free to write, (kinda)
And cheers to whoever's still reading this blog :D

Life's been madness. Rushing ever since school started and now, we have to choose a topic for fyp. Yeah it sucks, I know.
Annoying, school system has been screwed up. Internship plus night lessons? Simply can't!
Honestly, the school's simply screwed up. Truly screwed.

First day of internship and I came home wailing. Sheesh! Wailing to my parents ... Seriously cannot keep an open mind about anything, everything. Guess I'm too serious about my work. And I was so depressed during work and I even thought about my other side line is to be a piano teacher. And even thought about where I do wanna apply in the future. GOSH, that's how my mind did wander during work. Really really really frustrating.

There was no break during the sch term and right after the weekend, it's been work. And the last week of work falls on my birthday. How depressing is that. I know it will be. 19, and one more year. There will be no teen at the back. HA!
And then if you put everything together, I do feel that life sucks now.
Prolly the whole dark aura will be over once christmas is here, I think :D
I hope!

missing

2010-09-03T00:44:00.001+08:00

It's been a decade since my grandmama passed away, & i still miss her like crazy.
I do want to see her at times, really really bad.

sure as hell

2010-07-23T22:45:00.002+08:00

Damn blue now, freakn' blue.

Listening to This Providence's Sure as Hell.
That is how blue I am now.

Think last week's fever has fried and stalled all the nerves in my brain.
Stopped all functions, need time to think and get back the same old.
Same old.

I didn't know what I did last week.
Just remembered watching 3 old movies, 1 actually quite recent. That's all, in the mode of fever-ness, watching shows.

Grease, The Sound of Music and Pride & Prejudice.

Could have written an essay based on all that man.

& will people just stop asking,
"what are you gonna do after you graduate?"

Answer: I DON'T FREAKIN' KNOW.

a new blog

2010-07-10T01:04:00.001+08:00

I wanna create a new blog, soon.
Feel like to.

Something different, nothing from personal shit to whining.
Like a design blog.
Uh huh! A design blog.

And I do feel like getting a Holga Camera, could imagine what awesome light leaks it will produce.

hilarious

2010-07-04T15:05:00.002+08:00

My cousin went to the toilet, exclaiming, "wah! lucky got toilet paper, if not i'll scream for help."

new timetable

2010-07-02T21:56:00.001+08:00

Gosh, new sem, new tmetable.

And to think just last year we're all so awkward being in a different class.

0.0

ohmy, time flies.

School's starting on 19 July.

expo

2010-06-11T23:56:00.001+08:00

Heh, tmr's Saturday alright.

Off to Shanghai in the morning! :D

Be back on the 17th.

BYE-BYE!

something to do

2010-06-07T15:31:00.001+08:00

HAHA, my aunt and uncle has given me loads to do.
Not really a lot actually, but something to occupy me.

Hair accessories for girls, like babies.
Baby Blessing Certificates for the whole lot of them.
11 to be exact.

Well ....

tuning

2010-06-02T16:44:00.001+08:00

I'm happy.

I came home hearing the Uncle tuning my piano.

HAHA :D

kids these days

2010-05-31T16:14:00.002+08:00

Right now, there's a freaking kid who's crying and wailing like ....
And it's getting on my nerves.

Honestly!

Spoilt, pampered asses.

tempting!

2010-05-30T14:49:00.003+08:00

June's flea will be on the 12th.

But guess what?!

I will be leaving for Shanghai!

The rental fee is freakn' tempting.

It's only 45 bucks, back at Homeclub.

I was planning to make rings this time :/

By G--!

No flea next month ...

I haven't even started my portfolio yet. Gracious!
Wasting so much time in the entire world.
I think I'm aging pretty fast.

ice cream buffet

2010-05-27T12:50:00.002+08:00

Yesterday had dinner with my piano teacher, Lynette and Zi Qin! :D

Hardcore amount of food eaten.

There's still ice cream buffet this Sunday! 0.0

Honestly, I could earn cash by teaching lil' kids piano.
BUT! I find it rather burdensome, don't know what man.

If only there are like a lot and 10 music conservatories in Singapore. :/
Something like from Nodame Cantabile.
Ha! In my Dreams, more likely.

woo hoo

2010-05-24T12:15:00.003+08:00

Ho! I'm finally done with all 5 novels of Jane Austen yesterday :DD

Time for old movies now!
I so need to get my hands on all those old shows and television series.
Stuff like The Sound of Music, The Phantom of the Opera, Jane Eyre ....
Heh.

Oh! Saturday's flea was fun :D don't mind doing again for the next month.
Apparently, Char, Wen Xuan and Sher totally surprised me!

0.0 literally.

Another week gone :/
Had ice cream making lesson yesterday morning. Just one simple homemade ice cream making lesson. Now! Christmas could be fun :D
Or any other occasion huh!

hell yeah!

2010-05-16T14:54:00.002+08:00

My throat hurts like hell.

Uh huh.

Hardcore, pain to the max.

Eating proves to be difficult.

Guess its all due to the entire semester of the assessment week and ISP.
Of days not sleeping and working like nuts.
Staying up late to complete.
Rushing to school in the freaking hot weather . . .
Get the idea?

Then it comes the hardcore playing and eating.
Dim Sum buffet, followed by Seoul Garden another day later, then Sentosa, and Badminton &&& Popeyes.

Think Popeyes was the spark man.
The fries and chicken totally fried my throat.

Oh, thank goodness my muscle pains are gone now.
It was much much worse ytd.

fulfilling

2010-05-14T21:23:00.002+08:00

It has been 2 fulfilling days.

Yesterday & Today.

HAH!

Sentosa with classmates ytd, and a few of them for badminton and lunch today.
Before sending Meli off!

Wardah's leaving for Houston today too :/ or rather technically tomorrow morning at 2am!

Mao mao too, going back home!

oh man, everyone's going away.
i gotta occupy myself totally, completely this hols if i ain't working.

-learn another instrument.
-WORK ON MY PORTFOLIO!

strings

2010-05-12T18:34:00.002+08:00

Gosh, I'm nuts about Nodame Cantabile now.

Downloaded all the scores ytd, watched the Japanese drama.
Prolly gonna watch the anime too and learn some string instrument.

LOL.

Honest. Pretty confused on picking the violin, viola or the cello.
No contrabasson please, it's far too big and, big.

sigh, holidays

2010-05-09T20:44:00.002+08:00

Year 2's over.

yes, it's over.

gone are the assignments, projects & waking up late for school.

there's absolutely nothing to occupy me now.

& that is why i'm blogging.

perly's off to hongkong today.

i gotta prepare my stuff for flea market this month.

uh huh, it has good response.

but i seriously don't need shit response like bargaining.

apparently, i will be with her sister, selling.

perly's bf's crying everyday since he got into army.

what a shit, wimp.

sighs.

decided to do internship next sem, end of this year.

going to shanghai with meli & school this june.

copenhagen's little mermaid's gonna be there!

there's an ice cream making lesson to go to.

a musical in the middle of june.

gotta pack my karang guni room.

OH! SCREW U, WORLD!

annoying

2010-04-20T23:39:00.002+08:00

Gosh.
Ever since the Caucasian family moved out (i do miss them), some family moved in and there's nth but stupid quarrels at night that could cause alarm to the entire condo (u could tell since everyone pokes their heads out and look).
Oh yeah, like screaming help and scolding vulgarities in Hokkien.

I hope some FREAKING AWESOME neighbour writes a petition or alert the management office about it.
Honestly, its some beng family who moved in.
Freaking cheena, uncivilised family. HONESTLY!

Goodness me.
I hope they move out soon, better still.
For the entire management to chase them out.

It's distracting the peace.

NOISE POLLUTERS, UGH!
It's people like them whose children commit crimes in the future.

DYSFUNCTIONAL.

furniture

2010-04-11T15:12:00.002+08:00

Everything at home will prolly be secondhand, ha!
Old & Antique.
Perhaps from Picket & Rail.

Oh yes, that freaking awesome shop.

Okay, I'm dreaming about my future house.
Some stuff will prolly be picked up from rubbish bins.
LOL

And my father will prolly not be nagging at me having picking up an old table from the basement carpark.

working to the max

2010-04-11T15:00:00.002+08:00

Assignments are over, submission's over.
(I didn't manage to finish animation ...)

Tmr's the start of ISP.
The last freaking INTERGRATED STUDIO PROJECT.
:/
Not sure whether to be happy about it or, not.

Happy, cause after all these shit, it's the holidays.
Unhappy, cause right after this, it's year 3 when its FYP.

Wanna go for holidays this June, hardcore holidays.
But.. there's internship.
I'm so hard up on internship.
Think I'm nuts, wanna work myself to the max.

austria, perhaps?!

2010-04-04T01:49:00.001+08:00

I'm gonna migrate.

DO NOT DISTURB

2010-04-03T01:59:00.002+08:00

THY SHAN'T DISTURB MOI.

Honestly, not kidding here.
Till like prolly this coming thursday, pls don't contact me or whatsoever.
LOL! Submission next wednesday & thursday know?!

Assignments are killing me.
Hello! Everything's (almost) in A2.
For the love of the world, I've spent too much time wasting on paper. :/

man!

2010-03-29T22:26:00.002+08:00

Having to rush all my assignments, I've still got to finish writing the text for my brother's history assignment poster -.-

"WE WANT POWER AND LAND.
WE WANT A CLASSLESS SOCIETY."

Get the idea?

Honestly, he always wastes my time.

...

2010-03-26T23:13:00.003+08:00

The grass's green.
The birds are happy.
The flowers are singing.

my one true love

2010-03-24T02:27:00.001+08:00

my one true love.

HAHAHA.

travelling

2010-03-14T15:45:00.002+08:00

I want to go travelling, I need to go travelling.

SENSE-less

2010-03-14T15:20:00.002+08:00

Oh, I've forgotten something.

Quite some time ago, I was heading to school & was in a bus.
Some dudes, (from my ex-high school) were talking.

Honestly, NO BRAINS.

Guy A asks Guy B, "hey, would you rather have some guy who makes retarded dollars or a guy who makes cents?"
Guy C gets the joke, while Guy B doesn't get it.
Guy A keeps asking, and trying to phrase the same question in a different manner.
"look here, would you rather have a stupid, RETARDED (oh yes, he emphasised the word) who makes dollars, like billions, he's freaking rich or you have a guy who make cents?"

They were only behind me, and really. OHMY.
cents= SENSE?

Get it?

OH FOR THE LOVE OF ^&%&^%&ighjlgjdgfsgf.

...

ah, all the lonely people

2010-03-08T21:57:00.001+08:00

ah sian

2010-03-08T00:14:00.000+08:00

OH man, haha I'm so sleepy right now.

AH YAWNSSSZZZZZZZZZZ.

eh? where am i?

2010-03-07T01:52:00.002+08:00

Went to school today. Oh yes, it's a saturday and I headed to school to do work.
Hilarious moments though :D it's fun. HA, what am I saying?

Gosh, I'm proclaiming like a oxymoron.

AH ANYWAY.

Just now, I totally had fun speaking to IQA on msn! Hahaha, I don't know. There's like so many things to share about :DD

&&, do I really sound high these days? Hahaha, "bouncing off walls"?
Man, something's wrong with me.
Oh! My cousin got back his results on Friday as well. Apparently from what my father told me, he got 8 (FREAKING) A's.
Nothing to complain or brag about, but it's just that. I always laugh at him. LOL
Hahaha, nothing evil. Yes he's my cousin. I do like him as cousins, but ...
It's really REALLY amusing cause we're both 91'ers, cousins, in the same family and all.

One's nerdy, talking about world conquests (okay, exaggerrated), gonna go to a prestigious university, grow up, be a mathematician, marry a smart wife too, and be a MP or someone really famous.

And the other? A crack-pot fool who does art, room's a mess, got no medals, eh ... (let's see, what else?), doesn't like "pigeon hole" houses, spends all the time in another world, got burnt unknowingly, lost touch literally.

HAH, see the difference?
Of course I'm proud of him, really genuine answer alright. But I just can't stand the fact that it's hilarious. The whole idea of it.

(O GOODNESS ME, I THINK A COCKOROACH JUST WALK OR WHATEVER PAST MY ROOM, think from the window and OUT THE DOOR, OH WTH, WThgcghdtyelkjiyuyfhggkjhuygjhjk)
OH WTH. I AM SO GONNA DISINFECT MY ENTIRE FLOOR NEXT THING IN THE MORNING.

Okay, I am distracted.

wonderland

2010-03-06T02:14:00.002+08:00

It's nice talking to a primary school friend after a lousy day.

Okay, not really lousy day. Caught an awesome (FREAKING AWESOME KNOW?) movie with Patuma and Cheryl.

ALICE IN THE WONDERLAND.

But the entire movie just proves a point I gotta think about in life.
Ah what am I speaking about now.
I am zoned out.

there! ah ha

2010-03-01T23:24:00.003+08:00

Haha, it's all about iceeeeee.

battle with the elements

2010-02-28T16:30:00.003+08:00

HAHA, this time round.
My typo's theme's all about ice . .

Crazy enough, I brush past fire and now ice?!
Hahaha, it's like a battle with the elements.

Will post it up once I'm done!
Hee, this is so exciting :D

The remaining 2 pineapple tarts left in the container are valued as though they're golden nuggets right now.
LOL

yo hoho

2010-02-27T11:48:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a day without any lessons.

But I didn't do anything productive at home.
AH SHIT.

Today's a Saturday and I gotta finish my work.
Honestly, I regretted taking Animation for the dept elective.
It's just like a chore and so/// troublesome for me.
AH SHIT.

Typo poster dued.
Family tree report dued.
Animation homework & storyboard dued.

These things could be done in a day. AND I JUST CAN'T SIT DOWN TO COMPLETE IT.
Ah, haha blame it on the weather. HAHA

Nah, it's all merely procrastination & pure lazyness.
I can't seem to find any "drive" anywhere.

But at least having being disorientated for the last couple of weeks has been over, as well as the drastic levels of randomness has gone past me. Heh, PHEW!
I seriously gotta start doing my work, like now.
It could be completed in a day! Honestly!
Besides, my fingers don't hurt much anymore and are in the process of healing.

Saying all of THAT, life's good.
Slow, but good.

Or maybe not. . . (with the entire, oh! everyone's dumb)

the leaves are falling

2010-02-22T23:02:00.002+08:00

Ha oops, apparently, it seems my fingers got pretty burnt quite badly, LOL
Went to see a doctor, (yes i did) & he was wondering why i took 4 days to see him and how i actually got myself burnt. HA!

By a single flame, ah! Foolish.

That's why don't do your homework 3 in the morning, the mind just doesn't connect with the entire body, tissues, nerves, reflexes,
whatever.

***All in the name of typography.

The grass are all turning brown!!!

nada

2010-02-17T16:57:00.002+08:00

It has been a CRAZY chinese new year.

The lil' bubble bottles created such a ruckus among the kids.
MAD RUCKUS.
It was mental.

Honestly, even my cousin who just turned sec 1 was screaming and exclaiming so freaking loud.

-.-

Oh yes, the lil' bubble bottles were disguised as an ice-cream cone. Uh huh! The one Iqa brought over when it was our 1E gathering, (a long time ago, I shall say...)
Spotted it at Daiso not so long ago, thought it's nice to blow bubbles. :D

But it was still mental.

fired up

2010-02-13T00:01:00.003+08:00

I AM LIKE SO FIRED up.

Not really, in the afternoon yes.
Was on a clearing frenzy, a spree.
From my room (yes my room, finally), to changing the bedsheets, to cleaning the toilet.
Yes I know, the toilet.

I couldn't stand it, the stupid stubborn grime that sticks on all the plastic containers holding the toothbrushes.
EEYER. Getting rid of all the stupid grime is hard work. LOL, NAH!
Not that, it's just that the toilet is where everyone usually frequents, visitors rather. And it's getting sickly if the grime still stays.

Anyway, CLEANING THE TOILET PART 2.
Onward, TODAY.

still

2010-02-08T21:18:00.002+08:00

I am still disorientated, STILL!
Hello?!!!!! :/

I was late for Design & Context -.-
Homework's piling up, everyone went nuts during lesson today.
Came home taking 147 with Joycelyn.
Honestly, bus rides ain't working well with me.

Mother says we were to head down to Sentosa on the 2nd day of Cny.
Can't!!!

Homework, loads & loads of homework and datelines to meet, NOW.

cny

2010-02-08T00:13:00.003+08:00

Cny's just next week.
Next sunday.

A whole level of bimbo-ness and noise will be going on pretty soon.
oh MAN.

Bought lil' bubble bottles for the lil' kids.
Guess I'm gonna bring them down to avoid the pure random-ness during Cny.

Didn't buy any Cny clothes at all, NADA. Heh, just a pair of shoes.
Save money, save the earth, save the WORLD.
Be a kind person! :D

Room's still in a mess. STILL A MESS. Ah, really.
Can I like just cordon off my room during Cny?!
I feel like poking around party shops looking for the tape they usually used at crime scenes . .

music

2010-02-07T02:58:00.000+08:00

Music totally keeps me back on track.

Piano in fact :DDDDD

in another world, practically

2010-02-07T01:37:00.001+08:00

I think I need to do daily meditation.
HARDCORE meditation.

I am really disorientated these days. Ever since thursday, fri?
OMGoodness.
Honestly, another world.

mp3 randomness

2010-02-05T00:33:00.001+08:00

Note to self:

I need to get a mp3 of my own, invest in one. Dig for one at home, whatever.
To totally avoid any means of randomness.
Certain level of randomness which is annoying.

Pure annoyance.

friends forever (???)

2010-02-03T00:44:00.001+08:00

I kinda miss my this one friend right now.

But it's like, bad timing aye.
Bad timing.
Just the wrong stuff happened at the wrong time.

rolls eyes & screw the world!

2010-02-01T12:37:00.002+08:00

It's a wonder.

I guess everyone has their own preferences on who to hang out with.
Honestly, it's so degrading.

sneakers

2010-01-27T23:18:00.003+08:00

Went window shopping with Joycelyn, Meli & Yin Hui today after school.
Or rather, window shopping for me, but serious hardcore shopping for them. LOL

Honestly, IQA mentioned something like, shopping malls are so over-rated now.
I don't know, just far too. . .

exaggerated.

Especially clothes these days.
Ain't sure whether it's just me getting all weird wired or the world started revolving in an entire different dimension for me.

http://shop.vans.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/ProductDisplay?langId=-1&storeId=10001&catalogId=10101&productId=578670&vcategoryId=COREMETRICS_IO

So into (proper) shoes these days.

"check" it out

2010-01-22T00:59:00.002+08:00

Just something on a thursday afternoon.

rolls eyes (x65674535476)

2010-01-22T00:28:00.002+08:00

AH ..

it's gonna be the oh-so-busy-moments-where-i-can't-keep-in-contact-with-my-friends-when-i-have-pretty-much-my-own-school-work-to-complete-&&&-my-present-friends-to-be-with-or-maybe-i-really-don't-mean-to-be-so-busy-but-i-just-----------------------

A shitload of freaking obvious vibes given off.

oh yes

2010-01-20T20:01:00.002+08:00

Oh yes, it has been a new year. Brand new entire semester 2 and all. . .

It's been currently the 2nd week of school, &&& I totally forgot to go for design & context lesson on Monday morning.
ABSOLUTELY PLAIN BRAINWASHED.
Simply no memory or whatsoever about having lessons that morning.
Thank goodness it was the first lesson. PHEW.

:DDD

2010-01-05T17:18:00.000+08:00

nails

2010-01-05T13:13:00.002+08:00

Right now, there's some renovation works going on just right on top.
The level just above us.

It's as though someone is knocking a nail into my head.
Rather, NAILS.

other half's

2010-01-04T03:37:00.003+08:00

Yesterday I had some Pop's family gathering over at my Aunt's house.
Crazy, mental, noisy, loud as usual.
The thing is, I woke up, having this insane idea formed in my head.
Thinking ... 2 of my cousins would prolly bring their other half's for the gathering.
& uh huh! Man, it happened.
Hilarious & amusing, yes it was.

Teasing, especially.

Man, and they ended with a note.
"ele-na! next time ah, when you have "friend" must bring and let me see"

Oh, NO.

2010

2010-01-01T21:11:00.001+08:00

I have not gotten a 2010 calendar.
Nor even a proper organiser ...

ohya, beiya som ba leh yar.
roti prata, char kway tiao!!!

wanna be back in taiwan

2009-12-26T21:00:00.001+08:00

I so wanna go back to Taiwan to do shopping.
Some.really.serious.shopping.

tomorrow's D-DAY

2009-12-21T17:08:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow's Dee Day.

Any last wishes of being in the few hours before turning 18?
1. To get my room tidy & packing.

UGH 7 more hours till midnight!
SHOOTS!

oh man

2009-12-16T17:06:00.003+08:00

Everyone seems to be outta town these days. The moment I'm back everyone's gone.
AH what nonsense.

Went for Christmas shopping with Mich ytd. Not exactly a proper one, but I did manage to get what I wanna get. I'm still lacking quite alot of things like my cousins' christmas presents. 2 of them to be exact, and several knick knacks to finish up the rest of the presents.
Like I so need a trip to Chinatown, Clarke Quay & Ang Mo Kio to get 'em.
There's no shorter way to that. This is seriously absurd.
I'm nowhere near to get my room done, like my walls painted nor presents finished.
I seriously am feeling freaking lazy these days.

Prolly because I'm still in the middle of the whole culture shock since I came back from Taiwan.
I took the train yesterday, the first since I came back and...
"How come so slow?!"
"Why like that?!"
"Why can't everyone just freaking keep to their left? GOSH!!!"
"Horrible people, oh HORRID!"
"Aiyo, why is everything so expensive?"
"I so can get this back in Taiwan for just $8 Sing, HELLO?!"

Uh huh, still in a daze. Just for 7 days & I'm so affected. This isn't normal.

Oh & Mich mentioned there will be a HI BBQ this Saturday on the 19th.
HUH?! That's the first I've heard about it, she says its for ex-students.
Hahaha, goodness. Apparently their advertising concept isn't very strong.

Another note, a depressing note. My birthday is next Tuesday.
Okay, not annoucing to everyone but seriously, I AM TURNING 18!
I so wanna be seventeen forever.

I AM BACK PEOPLE

2009-12-12T02:15:00.002+08:00

I AM BACK PEOPLE/////

Back in this boring, concrete jungle, urbanised, hot, humid, warm, kaisu, un-recycling community after 7 whole days in Taiwan.

HAH! It was wonderful, especially the flight back home when the stars (which I really hope they are & not satellites) are freaking awesome & listening to Japanese music as accompaniment.

I AM SWEATING LIKE NUTS NOW, WTH

IT'S HORRIBLE.